Hope and despair

I was honestly going to write about how strange relationships are. But given I only have an hour for lunch and I need to think about how to put my thoughts across, I thought it best to leave it for another day. Ah well, might as well give it a go...

It has finally dawned on L that Christmas isn't far away, with that comes the expiry of her visa. I must admit, from day one, I was thinking about this moment. I prayed that it wouldn't happen but now there's very little we can do and it's pretty much saring us in the face. Sometimes in life we are completely helpless. No matter what we do there is always something in your life that we cannot control. Unfortunately for L and I, it's staying together, then again nobody ever said life was easy. As B said in his text to me on Friday, "My girlfriend's love to go live on the other side of the world." But I know that neither of us can do anything, L's applied to jobs left, right and centre because that's all she can do, and I've done sweet FA because that's all I can do, apart from reassure L that everything will be cool.

It was never meant to come to this and I apologise to L, because she has fallen in love with the right person in the wrong situation.

Irol babycakes, x x x